HELL??

well, usually i dont hate hols but this holiday is the worst i ever have by far
here's why:-
mom's not around and bro and sis are not helping either.. keep getting on my nerves... hope big bro is around coz he'll scare the hell out of them.. and i need help.. and i so so want to go out but really cant depend on the stupid selfish bro.. why cant i have a better one?????? mom will have to bring back enough stuff for me( i dunno how she's gonna carry all the stuff considering i'm so so pi** now..) it's like hell here..and bro's not helping either.. he's 16 and cant even bear ANY responsibility!shit shit shit#$*&*@!&&*#@! nvm, i'll make sure he SUFFER when mom's back.. hehe i'll make her confiscate his HP MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
trust me, it's a small amount to pay compared to his behaviour
here's a list of what i've done for mom
1) clean the dishes
2) answer callS
3) ponteng tuition
4) buy dinner for sis( i WALKED!!!damn!)
5) scold sis
6) boil water(every1 in the hse seems to forget abt it.. hello.. we need h2o to survive la wei)
7) ..
it's a long list
well i did all what needed to be done except:-
1) laundry
2) clean the house
3) garbage
4) cook
1&2 by my lovely aunts!! thx a lot!!
3 by my dad sometimes lazt bro( will only do it after i YELL at him for the tenth time)
4 is dad's work.. so far so good.. i'm still fit;p
on top of that. i haven't study yet.. great..
and i din go out AT ALL!!! coz bro's being a selfish *******(see? i'm that mad!) keeps going out to the LIBRARY. (as if he's going to study) i wanted to do so too u know.. but being a responsible middle child without the big bro around, i have to shoulber all the responsibilities
well, for those who always tease me about not helping around in th hse, i guess this is MORE than enough..
and poor me stranded here all alone.. refer to destiny's child's song( i'm a survivor).. i am one..
and i dont really help my mom when she's around.. if u think i will after this..think again.. i'll make my bro do everything.. and let him stay in the hse while i go out..
MuKAKAKAKAKAKKKKKKAaaaaaaaaaaaa
anyhow, i DID finished HPTHP(Happy Potter and the Half-blood Prince) What the heck. rowling actually killed him!!shit shit shit.. feel like a great lost to me.. still, i prefer goblet of the fire most after reading HPTHP.. i dont really like cedric(coz he was dating cho:P) after sirius's death i never thought rowling will kill another character(which is on harry's side) but this time the impact is way greater coz he appeared since the first book.. sirius's only out in the third.. tsk tsk. hint hint*.. she better create a greater chrarcter... or better still, relive D..opps HIM.. and harry's with her?? omg. cant believe it..there's like nO chemistry at all in the HPOP. no clue a all it was coming... maybe that's the whole point. but i like cho better.. somehow.. she's not that bad but i still prefer cho chang :) and for te rest who havent got time to read it, u should.. coz it has kept me sane for the holiday.:) on a higher note, i feel better now.
to all u lucky fella out there who have better and more co-operating bros than mine and mom around to do all stuff.. you wont know how bad it is in here.. and for those who live on their own, i salute u guys!! u guys are BRILLIANT!! mom better bring me something good from the trip. and i'm still wondering what is good enough.. any idea? thinking of getting a mp3or an ipod
but mp3's cheaper at taiwan but i doubt she'll make a smart choice since there's a myriad of mp3s and brands to choose from.. nvm will hold my breath, keep the knife in a safe place where i cant see( bro's in GRAVE danger otherwise) and survive on my own for another few days. dont even dare to count.. and i better get started on my studies..
or else.. i dont know what will happen too.. u tell me
p/s: i deserve praise for staying strong so u lot better not say i'm a lazy bum who do nothing anymore