rain

no, i'm not talking about the korean artist rain

it's been raining quite a lot since last week
it rained cats and dogs when i took my physics paper 1 last week

so i'm lazy to go out
prefer staying at home and delaying all my plans
eg basketball, coz my neck still hurts so badly
i dont think i can aim for the basket
hehe


you will not know this if you didnt study physics
or maybe you wont realise even if you do
warning: you might fnd this very boring
and i havent really checked on it
just writing what i want to write
maybe i'll check on the facts later
some of the things might be wrong

remember Moseley??
he's the one who came up with our modern periodic table,
arranging elements according to their proton number
he actually deduced that from his experiments on X-ray
i have no idea where that comes from until i read about it in my book before the exam


it never ceases to amuse me
how different people think on the same matter
we're made from the same material right?
a kind gesture or to help someone maybe mistaken as having bad intention
maybe our genes are different
you maybe taller or shorter
but
is there such gene in our 23 pairs of chromosomes that determine how you think??
if not, then why people analyse and see things differently?
our brains are the same what
maybe the shape might be a tad bit different
mine's distorted now due to the fall
but all those stuff inside are still the same right?
if you know about this
kindly enlighten me
that's why i'm so interested in human brain
so if i can become a doctor someday
i want to be a neurologist
it's noce
but seeing human brain is also geli la
gross la
muscle is okay
kidney, stomach all i can imagine
but brain..
urgh
but then again
i think the brain is the most interesting one
many things to explore, esp human brain
a friend once told me
the reason for einstein being a genius
saying things before he died that were later proven right( at least they still hold true at this moment)
9yaya..
so geng
like fortune teller)
is because
he has this fold in his brain surface that no one else has
that might explain why some people are brighter than others
maybe their brain has more folds, TSA increases
exchange of oxygen and nutrients can take place faster bla bla bla
hehe
crap crap and more crap
if not, why some people are just born smarter???
why some people are just born artistic??
why why why?
maybe the part where the degree of our brain's fold depends on our gene expression
hehe
and the more folded the brain surface is , the more 'gao' u are





this has nothing related to science
just what i observed nia
two person can have totally different family background
speak different language
in this case
hokkien, chinses and english
look so different from the outside
but there is a striking similarities in the way they think


how you people perceive things
even when they're down
they might face different probs
but the way they think
is very similar
hehe
cant write details here
though this is sort of MY diary
( please do not contaminate it with bad words)
coz this is open ma
just want to share this out


by listening to people's tale,
you can actually learn a lot

and i have never tried writing diary
i have so many diaries that my friends and teachers esp
gave me when i was young
but i never really write anything
my feelings down and stuff
so this blog and the multiply thing is close to diary

why do i think i need to write down what i think??
coz someday
maybe a few years later
i can still read how i think years ago
get it?
the pensieve dumbledore has
where he pulls out his memory records what he saw
sort of like a video clip
just that he doesnt need a video cam and player
while this blog
is not my video camera
but this is the closest i can get
and of course la
ot's a good way to waste my time also
;p



o
and i'm now all grown up liao
HAHA
as in real grown up
i will have to be jailed if i kill someone
decisions waiting to be done
which is what i hate
facing diverging path is no easy task
esp you didnt know it was coming
or even if you do know about it
you somehow avaoid thinking deep about which to choose
and when you get there
all you can do
if you're unprepared
is to stand there and think
and of course
listen to what your friends and family have to say


but at the end of the day
it's you who take that step
you're the one who will be responsible for the decision
no one else to blame but yourself
even if your parents are the ones who suggested you to take it
or even force you to
it's also your salah
coz u didnt fight ma
or maybe you did
just lose the battle nia

that was all crap
i havet really experince it la actually
i havent face any real tough choice
except when i was asked to register for 5 or 4 sub la

that's it for today
pretty long post huh
know why?
coz i am free!!
o
and nkl needs luck.
i shall sembahyang for you
no worries:)