and the story goes on

the camp was tiring
bla bla bla
and the kids are mischevious
but the self satisfaction that u get
seeing them growing
from badly behaved to well mannered kids
is so great
and the kids in my group are a bunch of nice kids
hehe
cute i would say
especially the boys who had fun in the camp
i was actually overwhelmed with emotions
hehe
i think i'm glad that i decided to go to the camp
learnt lots of things
and helped numerous kids fit into the camp
so i'm happy with myself!
plus i think the five of us ( the adults of the group)
worked great as a team
i'm so grateful to each and everyone of them
xinyi,yinyin,lihan and wilson
thanks ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
though our group maybe filled with problematic kids
but 'm satisfied with the outcome
you guys contribute to the fun i have had!
we went for MCD after that!
everyone gave in after i persuaded them to!
the mcchicken i ordered tasted like heaven!
there were 11 of us i think
at the sunshine square's mc D
at a point
sin yee started singing so loudly that her brother and friend moved to the next table
simultaneously!
so funny i'm telling you!
after that went home around 11
reached home and that's when i started to feel lethargic
drained from head to toe
lazy to bathe

sigh
the next day
i woke up around 12
and started blogging the previous entry
but
my legs felt like working out in a gym for 3 hours
running nonstop
anyways

made my first tough decision
decided to take the ielts workshop right on the spot
so i spent my afternoon at idp
listening to the teacher talking for four hours non stop
half of the time oiwant paying attention
and it costs me 270 bucks

received a message from mayting in the middle of the class
asking whether to go for steamboat later
well
an hour after the class to be exact
decided to go after all


i was expecting a small table
mana tahu
when i got there
saw like already 6 people sitting there
all from the camp
and i was told there were more to come
but i was nice la
we talked till midnight
and then left
but that wasnt the end of my day
talked on the phone till 3 am
then only slept

and that's it
hehe
pretty short isnt it?
that's a summary( long one)of the past few days
did a lot of thinking actually
but decisions?
yet to be made
no one is out there to help me
even if they want to
they cant
coz it's my decision to make, my life to live
and so if i made the wrong decision
i can blame no one
but myself.

someone said that
it's easrier for those to tell u to go on with ur decision than
those who discourage you from persuing your passion
those who discourage you think more coz they think you should
opt for ur talent than your passion

i'm sorry, but i beg to differ.

passion and talent are different things
but if a person cant find his talent( i'.e me)
he should follow his passion isnt it???
and my passion is med
even if i'm not talented
i think i'll go for my passion
some people encourage me to take what i want
but some others said
close friends i would say
think that i'm not suitable to become a doc
i'm more inclined to be in the research field
but at the end of the day
it's me who make the decision
and i hope you guys out there are there to support
this one huge step i take
IF i do take it la, that is
so that's all for the day