lalalalalaaaaaa

i'm back home again
after 2 weeks!!
^-^
so so happy!!
i didnt plan to come back until the very last minute
and therefore
i was so excited that i cant sleep on the day before!!
and on friday morning
i was WIDE AWAKE for the 3 hours of lectures!!!!!!!
( i always feel sleepy or listen to music in lectures)
haha

i'm settling down now
but i still want to come home as often as i can
i'm joining a lot of activities to keep myself busy
and also causing me dont have time to sit down and study
medical students
are really studious
most of them are
and ppl are like competing their progress with others
and it's only the 2nd week!!!
sigh
i think i'm going to do badly
but i dont care
i just want to pass and have fun!!
our cu-curriculum is a new one
and it's an integrated system which means
more fun and less lectures
but also = tougher
since we are expected to FIND our own study material
plus studying on our own
really no more spoon feeding
the thing is
our library was BURNT DOWN
yes..
meaning
we have very few books for reference
and plus
there's no free internmet access there
= we cannot look for info online
unless we PAY
0_0
what kind of uni is that??
but overally
it's ok la
coz everyone is going through the same thing
there's 241 of us 11 of them are repeating first year
that means
i MIGHT repeat if i dont study hard enough
no mood to study after 7 months of break

anyways
went shopping just now
bought two pairs of shoes
one for basketball and the other running
bought a pair of sandals yesterday from vincci
ya it is weird
i study at kl and i come back to penang to SHOP
there's so many things i want to say
but dont know where to start
but the guys there are O_O
the girls are ok
but the guys....

and when i see the matrics ppl
i feel more mature though we are of the same age
guess that's the side effect of being stuck with the 1986 ppl
just so u all can imagine the workload i'm facing
i have to complete a lab report everyweek
and also
what i HAVE to study in a week here= what i studied for 3 months in form 6
with more info
yes
it's THAT stressful
and while other students have 2 months of hols
we have less than a month of freetime
sigh
but i hope it's all going to worth it seeing the patients getting well

my dream???
graduate in 5 years' time
and still be able to stay SANE.