sick:(

down with fever and sore throat
and i'm still blogging from faculty
sigh
but at least i dont fall sick as often as i did in year 1
which was about once every fortnightly
everyone's not suppose to study when they're having fever
or work.
but my inhuman effort has brought me to my last small group session
the last time i skipped becoz i was sick,
i was told the session itself weighed 15% of my gradeO_O
so i'm not risking my marks
but still can't really speak out loud
wondering how on earth i'm going to present my facts later on
not that i have much to talk about
i'm babbling here coz i cant do so with my vocal cord
it's inflammed and painful even when i dont speak at all!
and i even had difficulty in sleeping

i can sleep for like 4 hours in the afternoon
and then sleep at 12midnight
however, after less than 2 hours of sleep i had to get up coz the pain was unbearable
refusing to take any paracetamols. only medicine i take was strepsils...
but it doesnt work
i think i need opiod analgesics.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

everytime i start to study i'll fall sick:(
assessment is on next tuesday
and i think...
i have 90% of lecture notes waiting to be covered.
it's ok if i can't study
but the thing is
i cant enjoy myself as well!
i cant sleep, cant talk, cant go sing karaoke!
ish

but..
i'm going to play pool tonight!
yay!
i think the fever's going away once i see a pool table.
who knows what i need is not antibiotics but as simple as a pool table?
i hope there will not be many people
i hate cigarrette smoke:(