first day of revision

countdown: 6++more days to trial
people do strange things when they're bored.( well i do anyway)
will post the pictures later.
u'll see what i mean.
time to kickstart my study week!
can't wait for trial!!!:P

last day of sem break

before i can start to carry out the mission impossible, it's over.
sob sob.
trials getting nearer and nearer, while i'm still taking my own sweet time doing nonsensical stuff.
online every single chance i have.
i have such great determination.
i'm a role modal for all.:p
and i shall wear the green sneakers to the great outdoor.
or the PINK one? tough decision.
aza aza fighting.
will start on biology tomorrow. i solemnly swear.

generation gap

now i know what that term is about.
mom bought two pairs of sneakers, a sling bag and a few shirts for me.
however, only one item is acceptable.
the sling bag's too small( i prefer a bigger one) and very girlie(what the..) the kind of bag u cant imagine i own. and the other pair of shoes though comfortable, is PINK in colour. omg. pink?? what the.. mom said she spent hours looking for stuff for me. huh? hours on those stuff???
but nevermind.
there's a few shirts she bought but not that special( i want green and purple and instead, she bought me yellow.. duh)
still glad she's back in one piece and i'll hit gurney tomorrow. with mom of course ( where else can i get $$?)
luckily i didn't ask her to buy me mp3 player. god knows what she'll bring back.
i'll make my one week suffering worth every bit.
i'm thinking of getting that sling bag i saw the other day in extreme. hehe. way cooler than the one she bought me:p
materialistic? yeah, that's so me:p
items received:
1) green-white canvas shoe
2) pink sneakers
3) sling bagx3( sap green, buff coloured, and sky blue)
4) a yellow short sleeved shirt
5) black shirt
6) rice crakers!!! yay!!
7) cheese cake( i swear i hate most cheese cake but those she bought back are not included)
8) disneyland souvenir
9) fashion magazines( duh)
10) 5 pairs of earrings! yay!! cool ones!!!
accepted: 1,2,3( the buff-c one. green goes to brother( the evil one), blue one to my sis -the one whose leg is as long as mine) 4,5,6,7,8, 10. 9 goes to evil bro and sis.how nice of me to share my belongings.
on a higher note, i got more compared to others:p ( siblings and relatives)
i'm not satisfied though .will snatch the red sneakers from evil bro. just watch me.

mom just called. she'll arrive in Penang tomorrow afternoon!! that means the sem break is coming to an end and almost everything on my list are yet to be done..
trial is just around the corner and i havent start my revivion yet..have to do so asap..
one week left and 5subjects to go.. wish me luck
mom said she bought a loit of stuff for me. well, i'm not sure whether her definition of a lot is like mine. from my previous experience, nah.. i'm not too postive about it.
we shall see.

believe it or not

gosh, just realised my leg is as long as my sister's.
fyi, she's ten(i think) and i'm going to be 18( yay!!)
talk about genetic variations.. :(
and she's 130cm while i'm erm..
nuff said.

HELL??

well, usually i dont hate hols but this holiday is the worst i ever have by far
here's why:-
mom's not around and bro and sis are not helping either.. keep getting on my nerves... hope big bro is around coz he'll scare the hell out of them.. and i need help.. and i so so want to go out but really cant depend on the stupid selfish bro.. why cant i have a better one?????? mom will have to bring back enough stuff for me( i dunno how she's gonna carry all the stuff considering i'm so so pi** now..) it's like hell here..and bro's not helping either.. he's 16 and cant even bear ANY responsibility!shit shit shit#$*&*@!&&*#@! nvm, i'll make sure he SUFFER when mom's back.. hehe i'll make her confiscate his HP MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
trust me, it's a small amount to pay compared to his behaviour
here's a list of what i've done for mom
1) clean the dishes
2) answer callS
3) ponteng tuition
4) buy dinner for sis( i WALKED!!!damn!)
5) scold sis
6) boil water(every1 in the hse seems to forget abt it.. hello.. we need h2o to survive la wei)
7) ..
it's a long list
well i did all what needed to be done except:-
1) laundry
2) clean the house
3) garbage
4) cook
1&2 by my lovely aunts!! thx a lot!!
3 by my dad sometimes lazt bro( will only do it after i YELL at him for the tenth time)
4 is dad's work.. so far so good.. i'm still fit;p
on top of that. i haven't study yet.. great..
and i din go out AT ALL!!! coz bro's being a selfish *******(see? i'm that mad!) keeps going out to the LIBRARY. (as if he's going to study) i wanted to do so too u know.. but being a responsible middle child without the big bro around, i have to shoulber all the responsibilities
well, for those who always tease me about not helping around in th hse, i guess this is MORE than enough..
and poor me stranded here all alone.. refer to destiny's child's song( i'm a survivor).. i am one..
and i dont really help my mom when she's around.. if u think i will after this..think again.. i'll make my bro do everything.. and let him stay in the hse while i go out..
MuKAKAKAKAKAKKKKKKAaaaaaaaaaaaa
anyhow, i DID finished HPTHP(Happy Potter and the Half-blood Prince) What the heck. rowling actually killed him!!shit shit shit.. feel like a great lost to me.. still, i prefer goblet of the fire most after reading HPTHP.. i dont really like cedric(coz he was dating cho:P) after sirius's death i never thought rowling will kill another character(which is on harry's side) but this time the impact is way greater coz he appeared since the first book.. sirius's only out in the third.. tsk tsk. hint hint*.. she better create a greater chrarcter... or better still, relive D..opps HIM.. and harry's with her?? omg. cant believe it..there's like nO chemistry at all in the HPOP. no clue a all it was coming... maybe that's the whole point. but i like cho better.. somehow.. she's not that bad but i still prefer cho chang :) and for te rest who havent got time to read it, u should.. coz it has kept me sane for the holiday.:) on a higher note, i feel better now.
to all u lucky fella out there who have better and more co-operating bros than mine and mom around to do all stuff.. you wont know how bad it is in here.. and for those who live on their own, i salute u guys!! u guys are BRILLIANT!! mom better bring me something good from the trip. and i'm still wondering what is good enough.. any idea? thinking of getting a mp3or an ipod
but mp3's cheaper at taiwan but i doubt she'll make a smart choice since there's a myriad of mp3s and brands to choose from.. nvm will hold my breath, keep the knife in a safe place where i cant see( bro's in GRAVE danger otherwise) and survive on my own for another few days. dont even dare to count.. and i better get started on my studies..
or else.. i dont know what will happen too.. u tell me
p/s: i deserve praise for staying strong so u lot better not say i'm a lazy bum who do nothing anymore

home alone i am

there is no skillful sailor in a peaceful ocean - tylee

2nd day

it's the 2nd day of hols. went to gurney yesterday instead of carnival tv3.. liew went and won an Alias notebook. #!@#%#$!@# and it's killing me.. survivor just started and the contestants are me, dad, bro and sis.
havent start harry potter yet.
will do asap.

sem break

yay!!! happy holiday everyone......it's great to have a break after a long and winding semester of non stop boring classes(not all of them actually-- only PA and chemistry are boring)
my semester break will start tomorrow and fr starters , i have to attend an extra class tomorrow.. what a GREAT start to a SHORT holiday.
this is what i will try to accomplish in the next 7 days:
1) go to carnival tv3( that's tomorrow)
2) watch movies
3) study
4) complete all the worksheets and homework that are long over dued( it's a mission impossible)
5) do research on univ application
6) type my personal statement
7) have fun
8) finish Harry Potter and the half blood prince in a day!! yay!!
9) actually use all the books i borrowed instead of letting them collect dust
10) make sure i get a perfect score on the next chemistry test.
11) make sure everything's in place till mom gets home
12) have at least one packet of char kuey kak.. and another dim sum breakfast

and what i will not( or try not to)
1) online every single chance i have instead of using the time to study
2) online for hours(4-5.. well, 4 at most)
3) read comics
4) wasting my time doing nothing
5) watch shows that i don't like( which is what i usually do.. just to kill the time)
6) yell at my siblings when i'm irritated..( very unlikely)

ehem.. it's not possible to do all those stuff u see.. after all, i'm only human..
the ones i think i can complete without much hassle are:
1,2 , 7,8 and 12
for the 2nd list:none.. all seem impossible to me
unless i behave ideally( which is not possible even for gases.. helium's nearly ideal though)

short notes to class mates( in alphabetical order-i'm not biased!)
to angie(tuna angie lim):
i'll see u tomorrow. have fun at sim's tuition
to joe( anonynous 1):
hope u'll have a better picture of binomial and normal distribution by the time i see u..
promise will go through it. will discuss with u on monday hehe n thanks for FINALLy completing HP right before the break.. it's like 3 weeks?
to hanee(petronas aka hello kitty):
please complete your chemistry paper and lend me them:p
to hui ying( the pig + my foe aka anonynous 2):
i'll see u next friday
and u better think again if u want to bully me again.. you'll regret it MUHAHAHA
to liew:
have fun at sim koko's class. i'll see u ( only) when school reopens. thank GOD!!:P)
to mien(sm lee i.e. sumbang mahram aka anonymous 3):
i'll see u tomorrow. have fun with physics:P
to tpt( lafuma, rufus the naked mole rat):
all the best to u in completing all the pass year papers for the tenth time
and dont tease me again about the song.. my version is the right one!
to wei yean( the fairest of them all. my wife aka hobbes)
i'll see u tomorrow. till then, take care.. :)
don't maksiat while i'm not around.. i'll know..HEHE.
to yj:
i just saw u and will be seeing u next tues and fri. thanks for the ride.
for those not in form six and happen to be in malaysia or pg:
lucky you!! for those still waiting for their turn to return to russia. enjoy the last week of ur holiday
and for all those having sem break(coll) go travel while u can..
coz it's our turn after STPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


for the rest of my friends.. happy holiday !! enjoy the break and i'm sure MOST will study hard.. i dont have to worry about that.. for the minority, you guys should follow my steps.. study study and study
and of course.. have fun as well. and of course bear a week of immense boredom without all the laughter in class!! as for me.. i hope i'll be able to survive till school reopens
coz my mom wont be around for the week, she was granted a one-week leave after years of hardwork( i dont think that's sufficient but any longer the break, we'll DIE of hunger)
so if u guys are free, pls come to 46, lorong perak with food.. edible ones pls.. and pls dont attempt to poison me..dont even think about it.. u shall have to bear the consequences..
till then.... see ya!

subjects

i love the following subjects in school(in no particular order)
1) biology( i want to be a doc someday.. if possible.. HOPEfully i can make it if i have the determination and try hard not to joke around so much.. docs handle fragile lives.. god knows what'll happen if i suddenly laughed out loud in a surgery room.. maybe the patient 'll die of shock before i gave him one)
2)physics(oo i want to study physics and just physics..)
3) mathematics(my fav since like 5??) and
4)part of chemistry(physical chemistry which does not require ANY memory work haha.. come to think of it.. i dont really hate organic anymore.. i'm getting used to it i guess)..
1,2=since form 4
4 is new on my list.. just realised that chem is not ALL about regurgitating idiotic stuff..(who cares what will happen if you add aluminiun hydroxide in water.the solution is acidic. so guys beware..)form4 and 5's syllabus are misleading......although most people said that biology is all about memorising, it is not actually.. at least it is not to me.. i'd rather read a few chapters than to memorise a few equations of physics.(only applicable one week before major exams)

subjects that make my life a living hell(i'm exaggerating.. i dont go crazy because of an unsolved math prob.. so i seldom get depressed over of studies)
1)PA(top of the list)(if u can call it a sub.)
2)chemistry(this may contradict the above list but chemistry that i learn in school is divided into three categories-physical, organic and inorganic.. in this context, it's organic and inorganic)
PA is the one and only to be exact.... for those of you who dont know what it is about.. it's drawing graphs, translating text into tables and all the boring stuff that u can imagine crammed in a paper..that's the part that i despised MOST!!!and u learn everthing and nothing.. it's only a race against time.. and it involves studying malaysia's history and about the government and current issues(it's not that CuRRENt although they named it that way.. )anyway, the rest are okay.. it's the graph drawing part that's troubling me...which is rare..


i'm still trying to figure out why on earth they made PA a compulsory subjects.. or rather why did they make the graph part of the paper 2.. as if drawing a graph and colouring it nicely will help in making me a better individual.. what were they thinking?(let's pray that they abolish it in STPM 05, if not.. i hope it stays.. and it will!!!!!so that the juniors will suffer!!!!! like i am now!!!!!MUAHAhAHAHAHAHA)

so basically i love what i am studying now..most of them anyway.. so i'm pretty contented for now. well.. not for long..another 3 months. period.

surprise surprise!!

forgot to mention that i gave all my classmates and school mates a surprise today... and it's huge!! at least it is to me.i've finally got my new specs!! YAY!! yip yip hooray!!!! imagine having to wear a specs that u dont like( just dont like it.. but i dont loathe it.. hate is a strong word as i always said..) for about three months.. sob sob..anyway, it's over now........and this is way cooler than the last specs... the last specs was green in colour( the frame) (that's why my teacher called my green-eyed MONSTER hehe) anyway.. i lost it..sob sob.. love it so much( although i dislike it initially.. however.. grew fond of it) and did not have the to chance to take it down before it went missing...this is the new one.. remember that guy.. his shades?? okay.. just ignore the acne.. (blame my mom and tv n internet.. ) and i did not edit the picture a bit(it's not that i dont want to.. i really want to.. but lack the skill and of course the software to do so.. too lazy too.. typical amoi)..and my eyed look disproportioned.. all thanks to the morphogenesis process that went wrong when i was an embryo embedded in my mom's endometrium(sort of).. at least my retina works.. haha...... not a major concern to me though.. the spectacles is what you should look at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
someone actually thought it's not mine.. and my schoolmates asked whether it's just a frame without the glasses. ( they think it's fake.. just a toy.. duh..) hello.. who would buy a specs frame just for fun?? not me.. saw it in a shop and just simply love it.. and surprisingly, it fits me well( at least i think so...lol)although another specs looked better on me .. opted for this one.. and my mom thinks i'll have to get another new specs in no time.. ehem..i dont think so.. the green specs was with me for 2++yrs.. and it'll belonger if i dont accidentally abandoned it at mavista.. i'm still mourning over it.. hopefully whoever found it will ehem take care of it as i did.. ( i swear there's just a few TINY scratches although i wore it to camp n stuff)hehe......... feel so good man!! this specs is like a pil( pink-just like a pil.=nice song).. coz when i looked into the mirror.. i dont see acne.. :P although there're still there..all i see is the specs.. guess it has the same effect on me as my braces.. when i see it.. and give myself a smile..somehow, i feel so good and i feel better ......so i need a new source of power supply since just took off the braces a few months ago.... oh.... i miss my braces.......... *mourning* and i HATE retainers..check old blog for details
i want to have my braces back(white colour this time)..........................
i think i'm gonna get a new haircut soon.. although i just got one last friday..think i need a more spiky hairstyle to fit this spec..
hehe..

je m'ennuie très=i'm very bored

boredom=ennui, bored=alésé
peterpan's song are nice.. dunno where they're from though( i think it's indonesia coz the music sounded like the sountracks for tentang dia) and my guess is they're a band.. lazy to look up in google although have lots of time in hand(maybe not.. trial's coming.. and my mom just told me we're having hols starting this sat.. meaning trial exam is impending.. coz trial is RIGHT after hols.. is there any better way to kill holiday mood people?? ......education system .... i'll let u fill in the blanks.. as if we have lots of hols.. oh i miss form 5~~ so it's almost time to get started.... it's on sept3 i think..have to check.. five subs to go and being a lazy bum, have loads of homework and notes stacking in my room right now.. mom will clear it tomorrow i hope.. coz i need space to study.. hehe.. my mom still erm.. clean my room for me.. lucky me~~~ hehe.. dont u envy me??i'm not proud of that but i'm too lazy to bother to clear my table....thx mom..) okay, back to the topic ,got their( peterpan ) tracks from a cd a few weeks ago... hehe..but it's nice..and it's probably history in indo's chart( or country X whatever)here's a few that i have.. lazy( typical me) to type all of 'em down
1)aku & bintang
2)tentang kita
3)mungkin nanti
4) mimpi yang sempurna
5)ada apa denganmu..

and i'm so into the song tyler hilton n bethany joy lenz sang in one tree hill season2 ( episode 8-lonesome road)
i downloaded the song.. and founded out that it was actually ryan adam's song but i prefer th n bjl's version..
and i think it sounded better in that episode somehow.. maybe it's becoz tyler(chris in OTH) is cute and so is bjl..
it's called When The Stars Go Blue

and the song power station sang during summer 8 soncert. the opening song was great too.. they have such strong vocals.. it's called cai hong( rainbow).. and i think their live performance are simply stunning.. it's like the sound just come out from the mouth.. just like that.. it's like a breeze to them singing in high notes.. god given talent.. i wish i have that too.. but so far.. my body cells are not mutated YET or as far as i know( touch wood!!) and mychromosomes( dNA) are a complete set.. there's not one extra nor one short.. hehe and every part of my body is still functioning.. see? dont take things for granted.. if u study biology.. you'll know what i mean n for those who dont.. just believe me that for a cell to undergo mitosis or meiosis in the precise order is difficult itself what more an organism and human.. a negligible mistake in DNA transcription can be lethal.... so pls love yourself.. dont smoke!! coz if you think haze is bad for your health and it's killing you, smoking is even worse!! and besides, smoking has detrimental effect on those around you too!!
from a sudent who studies bio for about 4 years.. lol have a nice day!!

check the guy at the far left..his shades..
he's a friend of marion n they look so compatible together!!
n that's my bro next to the guy
i played that game too
but no one was there to take pics for me

more on the concert

n i forgot to mention that my throat hurts but i still mananged to sing along!! haha.. yet to have anything in my stomach.. but still dont care.. and i finished the whole 256mb of my card.. but only very few are clear ones.. that's not becoz i s*** at taking photograph.. it's because people were waving like crazy.. well me too.. and most probably it's my gene's fault...
those taken with marion n adam were fantastic though.. that's more than enough!!!!

summer live concert

i have to write this down. i just have to.. have this strong urge to do so just came back from the concert.. n i stink n my legs n knees, every single part of my body are all aching.. but what the heck.. i dont care about it.. i have to write this down!!
i finally met marion!! YAY!!!and also adam..
yup... the 8tv quickie's hosts~marion caunter and adam carruthers. finally!!
i was hestitating about going to the concert before becoz of the haze.. but luckily i did go for it!!
ha.. this time around i met them(marion to be specific) i din get to meet them during my last visit to 8tv but this one is better!!she's gorgeous definitely and she's friendly too
and so is adam.. hehe.. i'll post the pic i took with 'em.
there's this carnival..sort of anyway, adam was hosting when i went up the stage for a game, and adam offerd to take my bag coz i had to play a game. the crowd started laughing.( so i dont know what's so funny...maybe he posed with my bag) too bad.. and my bro was't there so he couldn't take the pic....after failing at the game.. my hands were NOT shaking.. the wind made me lose.. (but i did get a notebook of 8tv which costs RM8.80) after that i waited at the entrance for hot tracks zone ticket holders.. the haze was getting bad.. so i had to wear mask.. and it's so suffocating there.. i'm vertically challeged so it's kinda hard to get 'fresh' air...
it was around 5 i think and we waited till 7 till they opened the gate but it was worth the while..
hehe.. i thought we were to be placed at the corners of the stage but when i got in.. i realised that i'm IN fRONT of the stage.. i was like a few rows back from the stage!!!!!!!!!! i was thrilled and can't wait for the concert to start.. but.. we were told it wont until 830 pm.. so we had to stand there and wait for another 1.5 hrs.. but then again... it was worth the while..
although we ran out of water... and we can't sit down and our legs are likking us, we screamed like hell n i really enjoyed it!!! it's a BLAsT!!!!it's been a very very long time since i have such fun(meaning my last campfire was in 2003 and this concert is way better..)
power station performed first( i'll never hate them anymore, promised.. they're magnificent!!) followed by JS(justin and sophia,the two siblings) and then micheal.. etc........( show and jolin did a dance but i couldn't see some of it.. becoz of my height..:( )
in conclusion.. it was great.. 8tv did a great job n so did CMG.. the lighting, stage everything was better than what i expected.. way better.. it's like those concert we watched on tv...so were the performance.. (most of them were good anyway..)
so i'm looking forward to the next concert like this
i hope they do this again and in penang too.. hopefully the haze will not be here next year..
oh. btw, the haze did not kill the mood.. not at all.. we didn't feel it coz we're so high for the whole duration..
8tv, keep it up!! i'm sure u'll get more support next year!

p/S: i'll make sure i'm on the front row next year.. what ever that is that i need to pay for to be there.. i prepared to do so...

red alert!!

luckily for kl folks the haze is finally clearing up
but unfortunately, we penangnites suffer from that coz haze's here!!
last night around midnight, i looked up into the sky and think it's kinda misty for a night..
but when i woke up this morning, which is around 11. what i feared for the last 24 hrs had come true.. haze's on it's way here.. it's kind of a displacement reaction in chemistry where a more reactive metal(eg copper) displace a less reactive metal(eg iron) from it's salt... in this case.. pg is the more reactive metal whereas kl is the less reactive one..hehe
now my only hope is classes are still on.. coz if they arent, we'll have to replace them on saturdays.. which is not good since it's my day out in the sun(haze)
nevertheless, i'm still glad for all kl folks.. god knows how they survive haze for that long.. i'm feel like dying already and it's not even a day....