Suddenly

I feel like blogging.
It's been months since i last penned down some of my thoughts.
3rd year is coming to an end, that is if i pass all my papers
including the one next tuesday.
Yes my exam is not over yet, and here i am.
It's been a very enlightening year for me.
Before i entered PPUKM, i wanted life as a second year medical student to stay on and on forever.
That's because i was able to go out every weekdays. Anytime i feel like going out.
But after spending almost a year here, I've learned more than i could have imagine back then.

I used to regret my decision taking medicine. And constantly asking myself whether i was making the right decision by leaving math and physics behind me, straying away from research based career. But now, I feel like medicine isnt that bad after all.
I finally realized that medicine is like solving problems and there's more than one answer to every problem:) Finally i've found the passion that was once inside me to choose medicine.:)

It has been a self-discovery year for me as well.
I smiled less, laughed less and talked less.
It was quite a while since i really let go of everything and think about nothing.
I wished I've made the right decision by taking up the responsibility
It will not be an easy year for me ahead. To strike a balance to become a medical student who aspire to become a safe doctor one day, and to commit myself to a one year long project, on top of the existing duties i have to the society.
I just wish that at the end of the day, it will be worth it.

There's so many things that i want to do
I want to become a safe and competent doctor by the time i graduate.
I want to keep the promise I made to myself during EAMSC, to do what i can to stop HIV/AIDS.
I want to make the event successful.
I want to become a better person, a better daughter, sister and friend.
I want to keep in touch with all my friends. the old friends back from high school i missed them so much!
I want to have fun during my years as a student.

There's so many things in life that i want to achieve.
I hope i have the determination and the strength to persist till the end.


I think I worry too much sometimes, but i think that's because of someone else' influence.
Will try to be more ME! the old me who was a happy go lucky person and life was so much nicer back then!:)

Nice quote i found on the net:
If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it.
If a problem cannot be solved, what is the use of worrying?

And i love this as well:
To cure sometimes, to relieve often, to comfort always:)

Today's Caryn's birthday and I'm sure she wont be seeing this:
But here's a Happy Birthday to you!!:)
Have a superb year dear.