coffee

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

had a cup of cappucino the day before the NTU interview

and i didnt sleep that night

urghhh

it took me 2 hours and after counting 2000 sheeps to figure out that it's all becoz of the stupid cup of cuppucino;(

yeah and i went to the interview and got it

YAY!

RED

Your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
What's Your True Color?

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OMG OMG
those in bold are so so true

in less than two months' time and i'll be a university student
if nothing goes wrong that is

really dread to enter uni
coz lots of people said med students have no life
but study
sigh
i wanted my uni life to be as fun as my high school life
if not better
but
is it possible if i am offered what i want?
dilemma..
and oh
for once
i dont procrastinate and it turned out to be disasterous
got nanyang scholarship and replied them yesterday
mom told me this morning that
if i accept the offer
then nus wont consider me for asean
damn

2 friends from malacca came to penang on sunday
but they had to go back on monday
becoz 2 of their classmates died in a road accident
sigh
life is unpredictable
they're only 19 almost 20
waiting to enter uni
and this happened
i am so sorry for their loss
and guys
please
do whatever u want to do
dont wait
dont hestitate
but it's not as easy for me to do it
as it is for me to type this out.

today

is THE day
yeah
no more cheap parking fees in gurney plaza
they are raising the fees
but
today is also the birthday of
my very beautiful tall and smrt wife:p
exactly 20 years ago
the world rejoiced with the birth of ariel yeong wei yean
i've been in the same class as her since form 1
and that makes us classmates for 8 consecutive years
:)
here's a big
biggest blogspot allows me to have
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


for u:)
you'll be able to vote in a year's time:)
have a great year ahead!!!!!
and thanks for everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she's a truly special girl
besides her striking physique
she also managed to make everyone happy
yeah
you can ask around
and everyone has nothing but praise for her
standing at 170cm++ tall
you can easily spot her in the crowd
she's the one take always takes care of me :)
she copied notes for me
packed my bag when i have no time
during seremban science camp
and though she has another best-est friend whom shall not be named here:P
i will always be here for you!!
for all the times you stood by my side
at times when i doubt myself
when i am down
you never fail to cheer me up
and she also likes to do all sorts of sweet stuff for me
here's some random facts that i have gathered about her:-
1) she's tall, as in really tall?
2) likes swimming and is very good at it
3) good fencer
4) plays piano and is a ballet dancer
5)fav colour is green colour(noticed the happy birthday?)
6) likes to drink milk very much, as oppose to me:p
7)super smart
8) loves to take pics
9)likes to hug people
10)is my wife:P
hehe
that's about it i think...
i wanted to post so many pics of her up
since i have so many
and sorry guys
i have tried to do so for the past hour
:(
i'll try to post another day
coz no time d
free pizza later!!


others dont be jealous:)
u'll each have a birthday post when it's ur turn:p
dont merajuk ya!:)

campfires

just came back from one
we organised one when we were in form 4
and that was the 6th campfire held
now
it's already the 10th
and i have to say this
they did a great job!!!!!
the gadget was fantastic
so was some of the performance
thumbs up to heng ee people
clhs scouts too
and also
cdk guides
well done to all those OC
:)
watching them all having a great time reminds me of the good old days
where we will go to EVERY campfire in town
it's up to yourself to make the experience enjoyable really
we used to sing along with the music
and danced like mad
hey
it's even better than clubbing and yeah
it's free
the atmosphere was so high just now partly due to great performances from
some of the schools invited
and we actually sat with the guides
cheer and sing along(but we didnt dance,coz we dont want to stand out:P)
all the yelling and cheering plus dancing
will make u high at the spot
and u'll know how fast time flies when it's time to sing taps
it's really a great feeling
and when u returned home
u'll feel so tired and will sleep right away
yeah
i often skipped bath
and went to bed right away
and when u wake up
your body may ache like hell
but yet
u still feel rejuvanated
it's better than coccaine


not that i have tried them:P
too bad now i cant go to campfires anymore
:(
and also
few schools organised campfires
plus
i'll feel awkward ler

sigh
now i so want time to go back to3 years ago
crazy times with crazy bunch of guides


farewell 2003 for us!!!!!!!!!!
i still had my green specs back then




i m in front with kai li , that's a very cute doggie i am helding.can see my lovely braces















i'm at the back.first one the left. i cried on that day:( all the PLs and PSs

A Walk to Remember

i just watched it last night
on TV3
yeah i know i am out
i've heard the OST long time ago
and that song was my one time favourite
no, i have yet to read the book
but i will
i have read nicholas sparks' The notebook
but i seriously think
that A walk to remember will be even better!
the movie was so so so beautiful and touching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah
i admit
i cried so badly while watching it
luckily i was at home
and i was really touched!
it's been a long time since i last watched a movie that made my heart ache
yeah
it's true
i always cry like a baby while i read
and quite often too when i watch movies
the thing is
AWTR, i cried until my mom came back and asked me what's the matter
awwwwww
why does movies that are beautiful make me sad?????
WHY?
sigh
you all should go watch it
it's much more than just teenage romance:)

and here's the lyrics of the OST i stumbled upon years ago
Cry by Mandy Moore



I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed


In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
The moment that I saw you cry


It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one would find



your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....


I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

15 out of 66

got this from friendster bulletin
not wanting to share my fear with everyone in my account
and yet
still feel like posting it
so here goes

crossed the things that u are afraid of:-
[ ] the dark
[x] BEiNG COMMiTED
[ ] getting married
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth(have been since watching labour)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[x] cats
[x] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects(cockroaches!)
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[x] being put to sleep (anesthesia)(i hate injections)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[x] doctors, including DENTISTS!(hell yeah, i HATE DENTISTS!!!!!)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[ ] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind
[ ] being deaf
[x] growing up!!!!!!!
[ ] being murdered in my sleep

so now you know how to scare the hell out of me
you DONT WANT to let me see rats/cockroaches
or else
you might just be haunted by my scream for the rest of ur life:p

Copied this quote from an e mail.

~Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you have been
but also where you are going.

Life is not a race, but a journey to be savoured each step of the way. ~

I'll constantly remind myself about this.

!@#!$%^%&

the weather is gloomy today
so am i :(
apparently karaoke doesnt help:(
hard to admit that i am actually feeling down
yeah
but i think it's normal la
everyone has days like this, no???

read across this quote and think it's real meaningful
Count the garden by the flowers never by the leaves that fall.Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll. -Anonymous-

makes me feel better:)

Golden Retriever

You're a Golden Retriever!
No bones about it, you're a popular, fun-loving Golden Retriever. Adored by all and too cool for school, you're extroverted and enthusiastic. Your magnetic personality makes you the life of any bash. Since you're a true people-dog, you genuinely love all kinds of social gatherings. Going to parties, dinners, and other shindigs is the best way to add faces to your constantly growing circle of friends. But besides being on the social A-list, you're a confident, well-rounded pup who's definitely something to bark about. Pretty accomplished at anything you set your mind to, your sunny nature and winning ways make you one of everyone's favorite dogs. Woof!

What Breed of Dog Are You?

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I know nothing about dogs btw

WTH??

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic.(sometimes?)
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.(VERY true)
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. (WHAT??WHAT???????)
Strong mentality.(no, definitely not!)
Loves attention. (yes, i do like attention)
Diplomatic. (no, if i have it, should have realised it)
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.(consoling?nah.. nope.cant even solve my own prob man)
Brave and fearless.(fearless NOT!)
Adventurous.(maybe)
Loving and caring. (NO!)
Suave and generous. (generous, maybe.suave, no)
Usually you have many friends.(nope, dont think so)
Enjoys to make love. (0_o)(WHAT THE HECK??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????)
Emotional.(true)
Stubborn.(erm, yeah)
Hasty. (didnt i just read that??yeah. i admit)
Good memory.(erm, dont think so but if it's true, can put to good use. needs it for med)
Moving, motivates oneself and others. (really?)
Loves to travel and explore. (true, but dont have the chance:( anyone wants to sponsor me?)
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.(what the)
if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days. (i dont want my friends or family to be mad at me so i'm posting this:P)

saturday night!

and i am staying at home:)
it feels good u know
to be able to sit in the house having nothing particular to do:)
purposely turned down outings
so i can have time for myself
with the hospital thing occupying most of my time
this is really a great retreat from busy busy working life
it's not stressful
unless you count waking up at 8am and rushing to work in less than half an hour's time
well
it isnt work really
coz i am not paid a cent for it
and not exactly volunteer work coz i am asked to go
and erm not everyone has the chance even though they volunteer
plus i am not exactly thrilled and willing to wake up so early
but yet
i stayed back to help out and i work the normal shifts all the staff there do
the exception is
i can cut work la
just by a call
nothing to risk
but so far
i have managed not to do so
and the doctor is kind enough to treat me free lunch for a week:)
coz i'll be staying at the ot next week
the sad part is
i'll have to skip 2 days due to an interview
actually
the real reason is becoz
there'll be a movie showing on 8tv in less than an hour's time:p
it's called
love undercover 2
haha

i have been at the pharmacy for 5 days this week
a day at the OT
well
i always discard pharmacy from my list of possible courses
coz i think it's boring
well
having talked to a few overseas grad from pharm
uk to be exact i now have a total diff perpective of it
TOTALLY
i am not going to take it
i still like med
the thing is
it's not THAT bad
it's just that our gov is not really exploiting pharm students
their rold is very limited in malaysia
even in retailing they only deal with primary infection
in uk
it's totally diff case
they can suggest medications that the doc might left out
etc
and the posting at pharmacy wasnt as bad as i thought
the first day was boring but after that
it was nice
well, as nice as it was at the lab
lots of interesting ppl there too
i learnt a lot from the pharmacist and dispensers there
and really
the laboratory technologists have shown me how to process the blood specimens
and i gained more knowledge
i learnt no less at pharmacy:)
and oh
dispensing is fun
if u do it for a week:)
coz they have this triangle that makes ur life so much easier
whoever designed it
you're a genius:)
am going to kl next tues and coming back on wed
yeah
i hate rushing here and there
what to do
cant stay long
OT is more important
there's a lot of surgeries waiting for me
TO WITNESS
haha

am thinking of going to the morgue later
hehe
hope i dont faint:)
my past 2 weeks had been eventful
what about yours?

OT-operation theatre

i was there from 1030am till 430am
luch break was only a mere 15 mins
witnessed 6 operations all together

yes
it was reall gross
i dont want to be a gynae i think

no
sorry to disappoint u
i just had dinner and have no signs of vomitting

next stop
it'l be neuro surger i hope
i wish:)
have a nice days peeps
mine wasnt really a pleasant one
but i've seen a lot of bloody scenes
all the docs there seem confident that i wont be backing off after going to the hosp
we'll see in about a few weeks time
and oh
there were a lot of UM grads there
the advisese given to me were as many as the questions asked

i think i might want to keep my abds fit
just in case
you dont want anyone operating me have to cut thru layers of FAT
before they actually reach your body cavity
touch wood!

am i making the wrong decision?

for the last few days, six to be exact
i went to a hospital from 830 till past 5
EVERY single day
a doc asked me to go to the hosp
to have a look
see whether i really want to be a doc

and yes, it's really exhasuting
but yet, i feel contented
coz i least i learnt a lot of stuff
i was posted at the laboratory
met a few interesting people that made my life there more bearable
and less boring
but
it's really tiring
i mean
i am a night person
and waking up so early in the morning
coming back home so late
i slept right away after reaching house
and felt lazy to do anything else but sleep
the thing is
the life a doctor leads is way more tiring than that
and me being the fun seeking person
am i willing to sacrifice my time
and do something that i think is worthy???
????
sigh
wish time will stay at form 6 forever:(
it was damn easy back then
went to school
watch tv and online 24/7
sleep
that's it
i miss school days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
non stop laughter in the class
plus stress-free