i totally underestimated myself

and that explains why i'm still here:P
for once
i'm 90% done with packing
before 12
O_O
i cant believe it too
but i think that's becoz
80% of the packing are done by my mom
sigh
i m so busy today that
i dont have time to dwell
read nkl's blog
and i can conclude that
medic is not easy
yes
nkl it's all your fault
now i'm more scared!!

this past 7 months have been great
went to a few trips down to kl
some nice and some not really
go out yam cha till morning
stayed up to watch sunrise
played the first pool game of my life
started yoga lessons
grown up 180 cm
worked as a waitress for the first time ever
get to know a few great friends and seniors
for once realised how much my parents are sacrificing for me
and first time ever, get to know how it feels like to be let down
and realised that
deep down
i just want to remain a kid
also, i did let my hair grow over my shoulder:P
started guitar lessons too!

since i didnt get to meet all u guys before i leave
i just want to say that
thanks for making my life much more intersting
and though it's a new chapter ahead
i will not forget u alllllll
and dont u guys dare to forget me

u6sA, year 2005
take care guys
i will:)
love, moi:)

leaving home

how does it feels like to leave home for more than a week?
not good
not excited too


will leave penang on friday morning
8 30 am bus
dont think i'll have time to blog tomorrow
sigh
no time to feel sad also
coz
i have so many documents waiting to be arranged
and also
stuff to pack
yeah
i bought most of the things(i hope)
but yet to squeeze them all in a bag
:(


went to a some kind of farewell just now
and came home late
and can see all the documents piling up on my table
been out whole day
mom did most of the job for me really
like photocopying all the certs
certifying certs
collect medical report
open bank account
basically all
yeah i know i'm lucky
so i m thankful la
but ..
still so many things left undone!!!!!!
can die
die die die die die

i wont be blogging much from ukm
so
guys
keep in touch :)

new haircut

=new life???!!!

after much struggle
i cut my hair short today
yeah
i know
coz after some serious contemplation
i think
i like short hair more
and if i dont cut it now while i dont like it
i dont think i'll have the courage to cut it later
and guess what
??
i spent 32 bucks on it
O_o
yea
i know it's damn expensive
usually
i spend like max 5 on my hair

and
i also bought a 31 ringgit wax
so i can wax my hair
now u can imagine how short it is
hehehe
and now
i need 1 min to wash my hair
and another 5 mins for it to dry
and i'm loving it!!!!!
i feel great!!!!!!!!!!
but
stil
i have so many things to do
and time is running out
leaving for KL on friday morning
anyone wants to send me off??:P



sigh
almost break down just now
coz i realised
i have to face the inevitable
how to wash my clothes????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mom said she wants to go down to kl every weekend to do my laundry
i feel bad
but is there any other way???
i refuse to grow up!!!!!!!!!!!

life goes on

whether u like it or not
time wont stop
sigh
i'm leaving for ukm bangi main campus next week
and the week after, kl campus which is apparently
ONLY as big as PCGHS
and the hostel is not IN the campus
instead, u need to travel BY bus to get there
and is there any form of entertainment?
study lo..
and maybe can go jogging at lake titiwangsa
O_o
and they said
med faculty student very hao lian=arrogant
so basically they dont mix well with other faculties' members
and so
i'll be stuck forever with med students who are boring
and study 24/7
confirm die man



got an invitation to interview for cn yang scholars programme
at NTU
it's quite interesting
coz i can choose subjects i like and study
customize my own curriculum in uni
plus
it's for science and mathematics!
suits me perfectly
so i might go down to spore for the interview
wish me luck

i am offered UKM medicine
am i happy with it?
that's a big NO
life's like that isnt it?
lesson learnt: dont hope for something too much
sometimes they just dont come your way
yes i did feel down
but i'm ok now
i think
UKM has no basketball courts and tennis courts
is that enough to drive me to spore?
we'll see
on another note, UKM website needs some real improvement

beh syiok

czech lost to ghana
0-2
:(
T_T
feel like crying
ghana players were playing hard
and rosicky was obviously being targeted after he scored 2 goals against US
sigh
czech wil face italy next
though not very likely
i hope they win
the goal keeper cech was great though

still beh syiok
:(
damn
but ghana was a good team nevertheless

delayed one

actually
i blogged after the england vs trinidad and tobago match
ya i get to watch the 2nd half of the game
all thanks to song han:)
he told me i can watch online hehe
though the screen is as big as my palm and the image is so so nia
some more lag at times
luckily not when scoring:p
but i'm not complaining
AT least i get to watch:P
so the whole world knows it's 2-0
and this time they won with more pride
at least it's THEIR player who hit the ball into the goal post
not by the opposing team
england didnt play well until the very last minute
gerrard and crouch scored the 2 goals
and at the 2nd half
owen was substituted by rooney:)
i like rooney better
dont know what is wrong with owen
lampard missed a few chances that night
sigh
TNT scored one
and scared the hell out of me
but luckily it was an offside:P
anyways
it's over
and england is thru to the next round:)
final 16!
GO GO GO!!!!!!!
argentina scored 6 goals in the match against serbia and montenegro
unbelievable man
but i didnt watch the match:(
wasted nia
saw this in caryn's blog
did it once
and wanted to see if i've grown up a bit since the past few months

You Are 14 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

guess not:(

how on earth can a 14 year old kid survive alone in KL Spore or sabah?????!?

sure die

2-0

england 2 tnt 0:)
i changed my mind
i am happy now
during the half time break of the match
a friend told me that i can watch the match online
and he gave me the add
so i get to watch the pretty much the whole of 2nd half
and yeah
england won!!!!
wohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!
pretty slow start
lampard and owen wasnt on their top form i guess
but at the final 20 mins
rooney and lennon were in and owen plus a cole out
england scored not just one but TWO goals!!!!!!!!
from crouch and gerrard
tnt scored one at the final min but it was an offside
tnt played a great game today
and that means
england is thru to the next round!!!!!!!
and hopefully they play better next time
and not scare the s*** out of the fans until the very last min
go england!!!!!!

bad day

almost a quarter of it anyways

i started the day ok

have a look at this

Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

that's becoz i lost 50 bucks:(

mom and dad sent me to ariel's house to collect my envelope and on the way

mom passed me 50 bucks when i complained that i am running out of money

after that

went to meet up with sam and gang

to celebrate his bday

after dinner and cakes

i realised

that i lost the money

called mom and ariel

but we couldnt find the money

damn damn damn

but we went to play pool after that

playing quite well and wanted to rush home for the england and togo match

guess what?

it wasnt showing on tv

and thus

i have absolutely nothing to distract myself from losing the money

feel so depressed le

and dont have the mood to eat anything

i hope england wins

if they dont i'll blame it on those who sat on my bag today!

yeah happy belated birthday to u samuel

no mood to say anything nice right now

suay suay suay

and oh my bro left for uk yesterday night

and becoz there's like 80% u wont read this

i'm saying this

i think i'll miss you

take care there :)

hope u have fun and remember to buy me souvenirs

sigh

will daniel powter's bad day cure my day???

you dont want to make me mad

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

i dont like her i like wolfverine better:)

coz hugh jackman is HAWT!

communication with animals?

i HATE them

ugh

You Are The Hanging Man

You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity. You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying. Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end. You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit. Your fortune: Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation. You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them. You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life. Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need.

What Tarot Card Are You?

but i dont want to let it go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lisa and sharon

dropped by today
they were kind enough to exempt me from singing
and thus
we watched x men instead
i know i know
it's been out so long
what to do:(
and then
we went to this place called sua tau lane to have laksa and ice kacang
becoz
the two are craving for them
cannot understand what's so nice about laksa
it's nice to meet up after so long hehe
so if anyone wants to visit me
just give me a call:)


read this in an e mail
and i think it's really interesting
是不是见到的，接触到的越多，
就越容易迷失掉那个最单纯，最简单的自己？？

yesterday was han nee's bday
and becoz my feet were killing me
and also
i couldnt even make a recognisable word
and thus
i didnt go to pizza hut
so here's a happy belated birthday to
ms kam han nee
who is the only person above 18 that i know
who like hello kitty
i mean, who like the fat cat??
anyways, that's not the main question
and also hate egg yolk
sigh
she's the total opposite of me
me fat she skinny
me tall she short
:p
may u get into the course and uni u want
i.e pharm in usm
and also
grow taller:P

france vs swis and i cant watch becoz i dont have rtm 1 and 2 :(

SICK!

fever then flu
what's next???

actually
my throat felt better on friday
and so
i took a extra packet of cheezels after i went to redbox on friday with yj liew and gie

on saturday
i went to redbox again
this time witj 15++ ppl from camp
it was fun and i sang quite a bit
after that
it was arcade time
we played car racing and photo hunt
and by then
i was coughing quite badly
at 4 pm
we went to mcd
and talked for like an hour or so

we decided to play basketball
and thus
the five of us did at abt 6
when we were halfway playing
i realised that i lost my voice
i sounded like a guy with very very hoarse voice
something like phantom in phantom of the opera:(
reached home at abt 10 pm
that was last night
england was playing against paraguay
england won btw
and i didnt get to watch it

couldnt sleep that night
coz my throat was killing me
decided not to watch the 3 am match
argentina against ivory coast i think

today
woke up at 730am
and went to give a talk
in the afternoon
playe d abit of snooker
and then
at 4 pm
it was freaking hot at that time
played basketball again
with 6 other guys and 3 girls
it's been a very very long time since i am able to get so many ppl to play
a nasketball match
and yeah
it was nice

after that
i played the first ever futsal game in my life
it's pretty cool

thanks guys for making my day so erm
eventful????

now
i need to get some rest
more to come next week:)
hope i'll get well soon
for the redbox session on tues:)

due to sheer boredom
i did this

back!

back from the camp on sunday night
by that time
i was seriously deprived of sleep
for four consecutive days
i slept at 2 earliest and woke up at 6 am
so
on sunday
i went home and slept from 10pm till 2pm the next day
yes i hibernated for 16 freaking hours
only to find myself having a sore throat!
but nevermind
i can deal with that
decided not to mind about the headcache and sore feet
went to prangin to do some shopping with eldest bro
he's leaving for uk soon
and went to tesco later yesterday night
slept at 3 am yesterday
coz
chatted with bro and friend
woke up
realised i'm sick
:(
yes
somehow i always fall sick;(
actually i wanted to sing karaoke after the camp
but had to cancel becoz of the sore throat
sigh



anyways,
during my absence from home
my comp was infected with dont-know-what virus
my brother had to reformat it
thus resulting me losing all my emo icons in msn
besides all my links
sien sien sien
this is NOT the first time
my comp gets infected with virus while i'm away from home

my throat is killing me
even swallowing saliva hurts damn a lot:(