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“老板，我要洗照片。”
“有底片吗？”
“有，在我脑海里。”
“怎么洗阿！”
“我怕我有一天会忘记。。。”
我还是会忘记的。。。
就算我多么想把它牢牢记住。。。
~钟浪05
很有意义的一段文字，至少对我而言，它是的。
无论你多么努力，拼命拍照留念，
然而，到最后剩下的，
能留住的，
也只有那些照片，
一些回忆，
一些迟早会被时间冲淡的回忆。
但是，至少，我们曾经一起渡过一段疯狂的少年时光。
那也已经足够了。
花了很久的时间才好不容易把那一段文字打下来，因为汉语拼音退化了很多，很多。
但是，并不认为我把我所思想的都写了下来，
因为能把你所想的全都写下来获讲出来，并非易事。
尤其那些话从我口说出来，不懂多少人会被吓死呢！！！

ehem

today is the last day of school for me
well
i hava lots of things to say
but not much time left though
so i'll keep it short
we celebrated jo's b'day at school
her actual b'day is on 31st but we wont be around at that time
and thus an earlier b'day
wil blog about it later
and the guy who promised to give me their school mag
did bring me the book
luckily
haha
i'm so in love with the book
so so so so nice
haha
HAHA
HAHA
so here's a big
thank you to mr chris
and teh's back
going out tomorrow
but only in the afternoon
so i have to study all morning
in the library
and peeps
i really cherich every moment of form 6
except those times where i kena tease
and i just have to say this here
or else i'll go nuts
just let me pour it all out:-
i know my english is not good
but then
is your mandarin as good as mine?
just because you're english educated
doesnt mean that you can look down on people
so what if you speak fluent english???
(i'm not saying all english ed people are like that
it's just that someone just ****** me off
no offense to the rest)
big deal
i can speak fluent mandarin too
showing off and trying to make people feel bad just because he/she cant
speak english as good as you
is so low
who are you to judge people
you cant even speak mandarin
while u're a chinese
shame on you
just because he/she cant speak a language
that doesnt mean he/she is useless
you people feel that you are more superior
just because your parents decided to send you for english ed
if your english is that good
why cant u understand such a simple statement in english and
have to ask someone whose english you think is so so so bad to explain it to you???
i'm proud because i'm in pcghs
and glad that my parents made the decision to send me to receive a chinese education
while they themselves arent
or else maybe i'll turn into someone like you.
-end of my speech-
didnt mean to cause uneasiness among those who are in english school
but i doubt those who read this will be.
it might be a bit outrageous
but really cannot tahan d
haha
and so
that's the end
i have no time to study
and here am i typing smething so minor?
well, it matters quite a lot to me
thank you for the time
and for those who cant understand my way of typing
get a translator who's from chinese school

no time to fool around liao
have to study seriously
less online time
more time on studying
hehe
so why am i here?
taking a break lar
cannot study 24/7 without break
it's my favourite quote
sleep is also crucial
so everyone,
let's all pia together
put in all our effort
do the best est we can
so that we can enjoy after that!!!
aza aza fighting!!!!!

die die die

just realised something
i have only 16 days left
15 to be precise
time's almost up
how to go out when the's back??
how how?
die die die
now'e the time for me to start studying
as in realy study
meaning no blogging and stuff
so sorry neweip n nkl
u guys have to look elsewhere
must study hard
full force with maximum speed
biology, chemistry mathematics, physics and PA
5 subs to study
stpm here i come!!
p/s:please pray real hard for me
i need lots of luck
those who are willing to lend me yours,
i'll return them to you after stpm
meanwhile, pray/sembahyang for me!!!!!!

this is way better than the day i knew i got first place in form!!!!!
it's only 1240 pm so how great can the day be right?
well you're wrong
two person made the day great
and both incedents involved phonecalls
HAHA
i went to school this morning
normal physics lessson
and then my mom fetched me home
reached house around 10am
and then slept straight away
i had this dream which invovles adventure
quite exciting too
but then
my hp rang and woke me up
that was around 12
the hp screen flashed the word ARIEL( the first wife )
and there goes the conversation
"wey.. you shouldnt go home lar'
"why?"
"they just asked people to exchange cash
with the empty envelope you all received on thursday"
please click here for more info
too lazy to type
for those who still remember
i got 3 empty envelopes on my graduation day
"okay"
"hey moi, you have to come to school tomorrow"
i was still sleepy so i was still blurry
this was 20 minutes ago btw
but i'm still alert
"huh? why le? "
" coz you won the physics competition, gold medal "
that sort sentence is enough to wake me up
so i got more sober now
"really??? "
( that's my natural reaction, i tend to believe that people somehow want to lie to me)
"ya. "
"erm, okay"
i'm still too blur to question people
and so
i hanged up
and went back to sleep
but i opened my eyes
a few minutes after that
i woke up
this time really fresh
and then
i called ariel
'hey, did you call me just now?? "
"huh? yeah."
'so i did won la'
"and there's cash ar?"
'yeah'
"ooooooooo
i missed that one le!! why so late only tell us?
why why??"
"but pn chin just told us nia wor"
"but clhs people knew abt it so long ago
and it thought i didnt win??"
"yalo.. strage huh? "
"erm.. okay"
so guess what?
by that time, i realised that i really won a
gold medal in national physics competition
that's the first reason
well, you cant blame me for being so excited
coz a few clhs people already went down to kl for the prize giving
and i didnt heard a word from the teacher
so i assume that i didn get anything lo
didnt expect anything
coz i had no time to finish what i was suppose to finish
well, not really lar, i was too lazy mar
and the second one?
i'm gonna get cash!!
hopefully lots of them!!
coz i desperately needs them
realisation sank in
and i went hyperactive
i switched on my comp,
not feeling sleepy anymore
haha
and told newiep about it
then i called teh
my skinny friend( you have no idea man)
who's studying in imu,
a doctor wanna be
who's iq is less than mine
mathematics and physics also not as good as mine
my competitor in form 5
well, i wanted to call her
but then i hung up
coz i heard her lecturer's voice
and i was thinking i should set her as my active 5 no coz it'll be a long conversation
but within seconds
she called back
and i said
"guess what? i won a prize inthe NPC, guess what i got??"
i am really bangga
and obviously,
my friends really look up to me
at least this one
"first???"
and the line went dead
coz my hp ran out of battery!!
darn!!!
at the critical moment!!
then she called back
but the hp's battery was really drained
so i called her from my house
"no lar, but i won gold"
'wa, geng also'
i can hear from her voice that she really is happy for me
and then she said
'i'm caming back this friday la
you must treat me
first prize and now this..
geng.."
hahaha
that's the third reason
coz she's coming back!!
why am i so happy?
coz there'll be free rides, not to mention
endless fun!!
coz she's the only one who'd hang out full time with me
now that everyone's busy with stpm,
i'm glad i can go out
hahahahahahaha
she's a great company
weeeeeeeee
and there's two more reason
hong yan
made me tuna sandwiches,
she's in my house now
and i almost
nearly


lost the entry
but i managed to recover it!!!!
yay!!
it's a long post
so lucky me!!

and just to add more fun to the day
i beat neweip at solitare showdown!!
and it's not 133 pm
lunch time.
i'll be back though
HAHA
the great who's no longer sleepy,
signing off.
cheers peeps!!!

just came back from tuition
and there's at least 10 juicy photos that i can use to blackmail people one day!!
yay!!
but i shall refrain myself from posting em up now
hahahaaaaaaaa
weeeeeeeeee
that's the cool thing about owning your own digital camera
you can take as many pictures as you want/like
as long as your memory card stil have space
i saw lots of msges on my phone
coz i left it in my car
(well, not exactly mine , my dad's)
and here's ty's( whom i have not spoke to for weeks) message:
"congrats!
i saw someone's face on the paper lo.."
i was hoping they have a decent photo of me
coz some people really have no skill la
and now, confirm have at least one d:)
coz when it was my turn up, a friend said reporters were taking pictures like hell
haha
they all love the great!!
so back to tuition
took lots of pictures of the teacher today
without anyone noticing nor being embarassed
for details of me being publicly dimalukan
please click here
so i took tonnes of pictures which i will not post them all here coz it'll take centuries
plus i do not have so much time
i just saw clhs's school mag today
the sixth formers'
it's so so so totally beautiful
compared to ours lar
i know i sound like a pembelot
but really, i'm just telling you the truth
the pictures are great
THEY HAVE A GREAT PHOTOGRAPHER
MAYBE HE/SHE 'S A PRO
WHO KNOWS?
all the drawings are amazing too!!
looks as if they're done by pro man!!
thumbs up to them!!
and i'm hoping very hard that i'll get my copy next week
*pray pray pray hard*
thank god someone promised to give me a copy
hahaha
so i do have one now
it's a matter of time:p
and just to show you guys how great it looks,
click here
anf if there's one thing that our mag is better than theirs,
it's the amount of nice looking people we have i guess:P
no offence guys:)
and so
i shall end this entry
coz nkl said that my previous entry is so soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long
and hence this short one
actually i have to post this today coz the teacher said she'll drop by and say hi
iF she has the time
and i'm keeping my fingers crossed:p
sorry guys, but bloggers is having it's time of the month too
so there's no pictures here.
so it's all at here.
you should notice that multiply is back in shape again:)
good night everyone:), or should i say good morning???

speech day

today is the graduation day for the upper sixth formers and fifth formers of my school
and we're supposed to arrive at school earlier at 710am
and being the normal me, i was late.
hehe
but i woke up earlier, showered and didnt comb my hair
the first thing they said to me was:
'nice hair'
and my answer was:
'i washed my hair this morning ma
but cant find a comb.'
someone offered me hers but i refused:p
and i brought my classic white spectacles with me
and took pictures with everyone with it:p
ariel was kind enough and made a box of agar agar
which is super TAsty
thanks ariel!!
thumbs UP!!!
and we also took pictures with Strawberry, or so we call her
she is the prefect that's in charge of our class
hehe
and we arrived at the hall
all looking impeccable
especially the first GIRL
with our blue tie and the not-so-nice looking flowery thingy
and after a while
i had an interview
and it was live telecast
i used to be the host for the past two years
and this i have to say
they're really unpreparedgiven a week's time,
they should do much much better
anyways,
they asked me 2 question
first,
how do you schedule your time in order to excel academically?
actually, the key to my position is
"surfing the net daily is a must. spend at least 2 hours on it.
and take 2 hour naps daily without fail
and dont forget about tv too, all the soap operas are educational you know.
study last minute is quiet effective and a one-week preparation is too short
you may need about two weeks to complete your revision;p
also, blogging helps:) "
do you really think i dare to say that?
nah, i dont want people blaming at me for their failure
coz not everyone are as intelligent as me:p
and instead,
i gave a short and apprapriate answer:
' dont overemphasize on one subject. you may end up neglecting other sub'
so fakey right??
so not me
hahahahaha
cannot let people know my secret right:p?
or else i'm not safe eh
and the 2nd question was;
do you usually take naps? and how long do you sleep everyday?
actually, i thought it was a silly question but i answer anyway
this time around,
i gave the real answer
'4hour nap daily, 12 pm to bed
so that makes 10 hours a day??"
they should ask something more interesting like
"how does it feels to be the great??"
hehehe
when i was busy being interviewed by the juniors, 5 terrible people was busy snapping pictures with teachers( excluding ariel) without waiting for me.
i am mad
still am
you guys better watch out
and after comparitively short speeches by 2 guys and our headmistress
(i have to say, ms. yeo's speech is definitely not as boring as Pn yeoh's
plus her image imporoved tremendously i must say,
so thunbs up for her)
it's time for the prize giving ceremony!!
i was the first on the list( for prize giving session after all monitors received certificates on their classes behalf)
and by the time i was there,
the temperature of my palm sinks to 16 degrees centigrade i think
and i'm not exaggerating
the same thing happened to siling too
she was right behing me
and when they announced my name,
i fell right on my face
the first girl fell when she's jusyt about to receive her prize!!
that'll be the headlines:p
you wish
i know you all secretly wish for that
but too bad,
that didnt happen;p
anyway, reporters were snapping like hell
and i really hope a decent one comes out in the paper
coz my friends all fail in their attempt to catch the great at her moment
what a disappoinment!
pn chin hugged me when i walked down the stage
a big bear hug
:)i was quite taken aback but nevertheless
felt touched by her move
thanks ya!!
that was very nice of her
and if you are wondering who she is,
she's the best physics teacher one can ask for
hahahahhahaha
not , really,
she's good at what she's doing.
i have no chance to take pictures with her
all thanks to the five culprits
beware,
khn,tpt,lsm,cjs,THY!!
you five are black listed now
anyway,
i had to rush to the other side of the hall
taking the longest route
to receive the book prizeS
for physics and mathematics
i never know i am good at both the subject le
i always consider myself to be the best in biology
anyway, the ceremony lasted for 2 hours
because our students are too active in co-cu activities and
won countless prizes
and therefore making us suffer for 2 hours
and i have to mention this
pn lee lay see,
out dearest form teacher,
get a new haircut today
and i almost cant recognise her!!!!
and she really put extra effort to dress up!!!
and i must say,
she looks DASHING!!!!!!!!!!!
we bought her a bouquet of flower
i think they're spider lilies
never mind
you just have to know that it's really nice
and we took pictures lo
i received a cert for the three prizes
and there's an envelope that's attached on each of them
but they're empty
ya
empty
i hope i can claim cash and not voucher
coz i heard clhs and pfs people receive cash for the same prizes
i desperatly need cash now
for donation, you can send your chequeS to the following address
XXXXXXXXX
i shall not reveal it here
coz there might be physcopathS who read the blog and who knows,
maybe people are jealous of me
they might buy ethanoic acid as an attemp to kill me:p
so you may want to send an e mail to comgratulate me :p
ckimg87@yahoo.com
and i will give you my address:p
why do i need cash that bad?
coz i'm still short of RM100 to buy a pair of sneakers i so looveeeeeeeee
btw, if you would rather give me that pair of sneakers
you can e mail me
i shall tell you more about it:p
my brother gave me 50 bucks as a prize
but i need more
but i also feel bad la
coz he gives me 50 everytime he's back from kl
he's still studying and not working at all
but he's not as loaded as ariel and tpt's brother:P
pictures are at my multiply's site

after the ceremony,
the class gathered at biology lab
to take pictures with mr lau and pn lee
mr lau is the senoir assistant in our school who's in-charge of co-cu activities
and he also happens to be my grandad
and he teaches our class since we entered lower 6
that makes him the teacher who taught us for the longest period:)
and he's the ONLY male teacher who can look that good at his age
he's already into his 50s but i'm sure all the si lais will go crazy after him:p
and he always crack jokes in class and we love him for that!

and here goes the awards of the day
the best dressed9 in no particular order:-
pn lee lay see
me lau yun fook
pn lee WAI YEE
pn cheng lay sim
ms chan PHAIK see
pn chin mai ying

and the bestEST looking ??
MEMEMEMEMEMEMEME
THE GREAT!!!

the best photographer
THE great

the worst photographer:
lim sing mei

the prettiest
ariel:)
i am sorry guys, she's already taken, by me, THE GREAT
* i can hear your oohs and ahhs and of course, arghhhhhhh!!*
and if you're not as good looking and as smart and as tall as me or as her,
back off, you dont stand a chance man.:)
end of story:)
________________________________________________________________

overally, this is a much much nicer speech day compared to form five;s
coz i was busy doing the live telecast thing that i missed out all the photo taking session
( same thing this year)
but
i do miss my competitor ms teh sze yng and also her friend,
ms lee tze yin
who happens to be my friend too
wish you guys were there to witness me win over ms teh
;p
i came back from school, had lunch and was about to bathe when i fell asleep
and when i woke up, it was already 6pm
so that means i took a 4 hour nap
and cant make it to the library
and so,
i announced that today isnt meant for me to study,
it's a day to laze around and celebrate
so here i am,
blogging for the past hour, 2hour perhaps???
and going out later to shop for junk food
or maybe leave that to my mom coz i'm too lazy to go out
i'm still clad in my uniform:p
picture will be up soon
erm
soon
i hope
haha
provided that i can overcome my inertia
which is not small
check;-
inertia is a measure of mass:P
thank you all who made today a wonderful day
and made me realise that high school life is indeed interesting
just you all being there makes form six not a living hell,
but an enjoyable experience for me,
and also teh la, coz she's always there to hang out with me
when no one wants to go out, busy planning to take down the great
and i think there's no other song better to dedicate to all of you who graduated today:-
stephanie sun's
we will get there.:)
cheers~~~~~

and peeps, since multiply is having its pms,
i will post pics on my msn space
and for some who have no idea what pms is
it stands for
PRE MENSTRual Syndrome
and if you dont know what is menstrual,
better hang yourself with mihun:p
the pictures are officially on!!
go go go
if you dont have the access to my msn space
add me
at ckimg87@hotmail.com
enjoy guys!!
it's my 3 hour effort
better appreciate it k??

the long awaited post

warning: those whose heart condition isnt that well please do not proceed and for those who qualify,
sit tight and make sure you have something to cling on to.
and please bear with me for once( the bragging) coz this is my realm, remember??
if you cant stand it, please leave now while you can before you vomit.
so ladies and gentlemen, here's the news i have been mentioning in my post since last week:-
i got first in my form
ya
ME
first girl in form
you got that right
watch out people,
dont fall down the chair
who would've thought i'll be in that position?
surprise surprise!!!
haha
me, whom i consider a lazy bum9maybe not to you) and refusing to study until very very last minute,
and instead prefer to surf the net non stop.
for those of you who have been reading my blog since i've started( i doubt there's any,maybe newiep)
you guys should remember the week where my mom went to taiwan just two weeks bofore my trial
leaving me behind
causing me not able to start my revision earlier

so this is beyond my expectation
well i dont really think about position at that time la
but i know very well that
i could've done better
given that amount of time
i know i havent tried my best and there's room for improvement
and i feel like it's unfair for those who studied so hard for the trial.
i did study but to be frank, there's like 30% of syllabus i didnt cover for trial
which is the reason why i'm not that excited about it
i dont really think i deserve the position but i'm not letting it to anyone
plus, the thought of being first has never crossed my mind.
i know i was close to it last year but for it to really happen is another thing
and there's another thing i learnt from this
news spreads, fast
of course i have a reason for saying so
everyone knows about it
yaya, somehow people knew
even those that i dont know
coz my friends who are so supportive and proud of me
( coz i'm the great????)
tells everyone the news
haha
just like how it felt when i got the double promotion when i was in Std 3
haha
flash back:
students of all ages, even seniors would be whispering when they walk past me in the hallway,
hey, that's the girl who passed PTS
nice feeling,
i felt like a celebrity
haha
back to present time
the great is famous now hahahaha
and before i break the news to my friends, they already know
not fun anymore
the least they can do is act surprised ma
and btw, this entry isnt suppose to be up till tomorrow night
coz our graduation ceremony's on thursday ma
mana tahu i cannot tahan to be bugged by people ma(NKL, you i'm talking about)
and plus, maybe i'll be too lazy to post tomorrow night
have to sleep early and look good on that day
and tpt asked me not to mention her but i really have to( erm, maybe that's just her reverse physcology
coz everyone knows i always do what people warn me not to)
her slogan since we received the results is
WE LOVE THE TOP SCORER!!
MUST LISTEN TO THE TOP SCORER!
and she just declared that i have to live with it till thursday.
she's not that bad either,
she got 2nd in class(just behind me:p0
and twelventh in form
and just in case you're curious about who she is,
there's a picture of her in my MSN space
the one with the red braces.
in addition
i got two best subject prizes,
for physics and mathematics
but missed two, i.e. chemistry and biology
and some said PE:p
so close and yet so far
wished i'm not so careless or else i am really the top scorer like they said
just a note for all those friends who backed me up
in the you-know-what matter
i really appreciate that
and now i realised that i'm quite popular too
(or so i think, from the way they acted la)
i'm bangga also la
although dont think i really deserve it
of course i'm thankful
it's like a gift dropped from the cky
like the package in worms armageddon
and that means i will receive my prize on graduation day
plus
i can get nominated by the school to NUS
and the chances of being accepted into NUS is very high according to my senior
but then again
the courses offered does not include medic
only pharmacy( which is what i'm not going into for sure), engineering life sciences etc
all except medic
why?????????

i hope this is worth waiting.
good night everyone:)
and enjoy your lunch newiep:)
freshman fifteen, watch out!!

the embarassing moment-EdITED

something embarassing happened during tuition just now
now that i have only one more tuition left in my oh so busy schedule
i can still managed to mempersiasuikan myself
check:mempersiasuikan means to embarass oneself
okla
that was me la

MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME
who did it
i admit k
i was at mrs sim class just now
and she wrote CHAR
on the board
and so,
i think it'll be funny if i snap it down
and post it here
and since i'm so free and so bored
i did just what my brain told me to
and guess what
the great forgot to switch off the flash
what the......................................................................
but it was just a milisecond
but yet, the ever so alert
mrs sim sensed it
and here comes the funniest part
she said through the microphone
"wa..
what was that???
it's lightning i think"
my first reaction was:
omigod.. she knows she knows
and then, the next thing that came to my mind was:
who on earth would've thought lightning would be able to pass through an air-conditioned room
with no windows
mrs sim obviously is no ordinary person
and if you have never been to mrs sim's class
her class is about THiS BIG
and there was like at least 100 people in it
and so you must understand how malu i was
but then again
not really many people knew it was me who did the Stunt
and then mrs sim searched for her husband , i.e. mr sim la.. DUH
and then she said:
"OOOOO... SOMEone TOOK A PICTURE!!
haiya, why want to take a picture of
an old lady like me??????"
she was obviously trying hard to teach us and was too preoccupied
or else how do you explain her strange reaction???
i was tempted to tell her that i have already recorded a short video of her and
i was aiming for the word char instead of her..
so now you know
and the class went uproar for like 5 minutes i think
and then, gaik cheng who sat in front of me turned back and said:
"it was you right??"
what the...
but when mrs sim asked the class
'did you guys felt that??'
and here comes the answer that made me almost
i repeat almost
shed a tear
'NO'
they all said no UNANIMOUSLY
phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
well, maybe not all but i heard no the loudest
at the very least the two guys behind me said NO very loudly
so cooperative
will definitely remember it
hehe
thanks:)
unlike huiying who sat next to me cant stop laughing
she almost fell off the chair if it wasnt for me
i saved your life dude
i think she's trying to make people realise that it was me
if that two guys did otherwise by pointing fingers at me
god knows how long they'll regret their silliness
it is unwise to go agaist the great
dont even think about it!!
and after the class ended
i stayed back to ask a few questions
when mrs sim mentioned the whole incident to huiying again
i overheard a bit
and the blur me thought that huiying broke her vow not to tell any soul nor type the whole incident out
and so
i hit her arms lo
manalah tahu
mrs sim said:
"you just sold yourself out you know
i didnt know it was you before you hit her"
and then huiyinh laughed again while kept mumbling how hard i hit her
cis....
cis
but never mind
it's just a tiny thing that could happen to anyone and people will forget about it soon
just realised something
i love to take pictures of tiny details
but then
am too lazy to post it
sighhhhhhhh
must be more hardworking
gave my blog address to mrs sim
coz i threaten that i'll post her pics in internet
and so
if you are reading this mrs sim
( of which the probability is one in a thousand,)
there's no picture here today
i shall take more next week
but please do not alarm the whole class if you realised that you are being photographed
:)
just act normal
and dont reveal my name
or else all the candid shots will be here right after the class
HEHE
and come here next week for more photos of you
it's kinda embarassing although not really many people know that was me
but the whole row clhs people knew very well that that was me
and now i guess you know
and there's nothing to hide
i think it'll be better if i write it here than to let
huiying blackmail me
it's no big deal
at least i am courageous
sigh..
the great took some great pictures today but somehow is still too lazy to post them up
and time for me to go to bed
tomorrow is for me to study and study
those who are taking stpm this year like me
better start revising
and i cant seem to be as productive as i usually do
a week before exams
cant figure it out
till then
i'm stuck with this 20m/s speed which is about 1/10 times my maximum speed

p/s:i sincerely apologise to all those extraordinary thinking people with
not-so-common sense who really think that
lightning in the classroom is possible to occur and experience a heart attack or angina pectoris or myocardial infarction
because of that flash of light which
lasted for 1 second at the most( if it is so, better watch your diet, too much fat can be fatal)
and here's the pictures that made me suffer for like 3 minutes???

see the word in blue???
please forgive me for the photographing skill
i regretted the moment i hit the button
coz the flash light was on!!!!!!!
there are still a few more that i took
but it's woo late now
so i have to sleep

good night malaysia
and good afternoon to usa people like newiep:P
the great who will live through it, signing off.:)

Happy 19th b'day to

may ting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
congrats on being 1 finally
and not being a gina anymore
;p
anyways, the probability of you reading this would be 1/1000000000000000
which is almost zero
haha


just came back from the library
and vowed so loud to ee lean
i shall not watch tv and online on weekdays
only on weekends
and look what i am doing now
it's 1010pm now
and i've been out since three
so that makes approximately 7 hours of studying right??
NOT right.
minus an hour of dinner plus travelling from the first library to the second
and minus another 2 hours of fooling around,
only 4 hours left.
so i did a few math questions and started on inorganic chemistry
i am done with the pelangi book
and here's what i have to say:-
dont buy pelangi's book peeps!! NO NO NO
DONT'T EVER buy them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there are so many errors and most of them are major ones that are totally confusing
spelling errors i rarely seen in reference books
are spotted so frequently that i gave up to correct them coz there are so many!!!
fuiyohhhhhhhhhhhh
so fed up!!!!!!
not just a waste of my time
but also my friends'
coz i keep asking them just to confirm so many tiny stuff
they can cost you your A in STPM
better not read then to read the book
coz you will end up doing all the unforgivable mistakes
and i think i counld've completed the chapter in a shorter period
i can forgive grammatical mistakes but spelling mistakes is judt too much
and to print centre metal instead of central metal is way too much
and water as wafer
and tetraammine... as tetraamine is just too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and here's an interesting story but i cant post it here coz it's 18-SX and above plus
those who have basic knowledge of physics
only those who has basic understading of physics can fully enjoy the story
WARNING:- this is only for 18 and above
so if you fulfil those two requirements above:-
check this out (it's only for 18 and above!!!)

http://www.msu.edu/user/dynicrai/physics/esex.htm
go go Go GO!!!!!!!!!!
btw, newiep the huntress gave it to me
so thanks:)
have a nice day:)

wednesday

it's 8 pm now
and i got back from school around430
and i'm still in my school uniform
hehe
was thinking of going to the library just now but was too lazy
instead, i online the moment i reached home
i am lazy
i know
and stpm is coming
and i have loads to do
but
spring day will be on air in half an hour
just enough time to take a bath and eat dinner.
my wednesday.
just wasted like that

怪癖

欠了某 人很久的一篇entry
and so here it is
here's the rule copied from neweip the hunteress's blog:-
1.寫出自己的怪癖，至少三個。
2.然後邀請5位空間作者，並放上其空間的連結。
3.被邀請的空間作者也要在自己的空間內寫出自己的怪癖，并放上邀請者空間的連接。
4.以此形式依次類推,继续接力。
hehe.. i really dont think i have any so it took me a while to finally think of one

1) “你笨啊？？” “你白痴啊？？”是我的口头禅:P
maybe insulting to some people but most of my friends get used to it
2) i hate milk. period
3) this one i copied from newiep
i'm afraid of dogs but i have a few soft toys which are of that species
and so, maybe it's not so weird after all
4) i call myself the great
is that weird?
5) i online everyday and watch tv everyday although i dont have time?
i.e. i waste time knowing that i dont have much of it?
6) i speak like a guy, sometimes:)
that's definitely weird.. haha
7) i always call myself 天才儿童. (genius kid)although i perfectly understand that i'm not a kid nor am i a genius.
i really think i have more than i think i do but am too lazy to think right now
and before i forget
i have something to announce
but then again,
maybe it's too soon
will post about it later
shall save it for another day
and i ponteng-ed school again today
not becoz i'm sick
:p
that's all for today.

ehem
i shall declare the enemy of the day
she is
TAN PING TEE
the reason for her to receive this honour shall remain confidcential


went to school and wasting my time again
i only managed to copy a few sentence and that's it
back home,
i online till 2
slept till four( i tried waking up at three but an hour nap is too short)
and then had my lunch
yummy yummy
had crab
and now,
waiting for my mom to send me to the library
hehe
nothing interesting happening today
so that's it
mom's calling
will blog about amoi the great's acheivements later
be patient and stay tuned:)

my brother just recommend this song to me and it's damn nice
must listen to!!
the song that i've been playing for 50 times

施文斌-泪的方向

and here's the lyrics:-

拉开地平线
飘洋过海
肯定离开
理解你的方向
牵着手是你
泪流下来
你让我看不见了快乐
数起来又不记得了你
就是看不清
你的模样
我已记得
你的方向
我爱着你的双手
能仰望着远方
我看不到
我看不到
知道你的爱
已经不是我
怎能一起向海呼啸着对方
曾经爱得不像
我看不到
能不能看到你的身影
又一次
在我的记忆
因为在这
泪的方向
因为在这不停说我爱你
曾经爱得不像
我看不到
能不能看到你的身影
又一次在我的记忆
因为在这不停说
我爱你说我爱你

school

hust when i though there's nothing interesting to blog,
i just realised an important issue
schooling
i'm having stpm in less than a month from today
and since i have to start revising all the 5 subjects i'm taking
most people in my position would want to cut school and stay at home and study instead
they treat school as a waste of time
lots of clhs people are doing that
but although waking up late and sleep as much as i like is very temptating,
i still opt to go to school
there's like only a month left for me to spend with a bunch of crazy people
and i know after i graduate, there'll be no such chance for me to fool around everyday
yes, many people view going to school and do what i did in school as a waste of time
but ireally cherish every bit of it
seriously there wont be another chance for me to joke around, calling people names and doing nothing but chatting
plus having conversations which is pointless
as much as i love to grow up
i hope i can stay in where i am now
it's fun
having nothing to worry about except stpm
:P
maybe you'll say i still go to school coz i'm more efficient in doing my revision,
but then again,
if i were you, i'll still go to school
there's noway those people who are in my group in class will hang out together after we graduate
even if there's an outing,
there must be a few who cant make it
and for that,
i'm thankful that a lot showed up for the birthday
maybe others are able to do it( to meet up outside the school)
but to this group i'm in now,
i think it's hell a lot of work to get all of them out
even for a short lunch
what more a reunion?
i dont blame them,
people have different priorities and in my case,
it's having fun, chilling with friends.
or does that shows that i'm still not that mature?
hoping to spend time with my friends??
mien said something the other day and i think it's very apt
朋友不会陪你一生的
loosely translated:- friends cant be there for you for the rest of your life
that makes me sad
as cruel as it may sound
that's the ultimate truth
or should i say
there's no one in this whole world who will accompany you to the very end
not your parents, your siblings, your friends, your partners
so that's the cold hard fact i have to learn to accept:(
very saddening
makes me think i dont really want to grow up that much after all
or is it because i'm getting more mature??=P
and is it true that we have to go through this life alone?
people come and leave in your life whether youlike it or not
and so, what's the point of getting closer to people then?
if it's destined that you'll be bidding goodbye to each other sooner or later??
ha
am hestitating to post this up
hope not many will see this*pray pray*
coz i think this is like a part of me that i would like to keep to myself
but yet, i still like to share it with some friends
maybe 18 is a big year afterall:)
big decisions waiting to be made
but for now,
i will have to study instead of dwelling on stuff like that
but then again, life's short and every seconf( or milisec) is precious and shouldnt be waste on small matters like studying for an exam:)
i cant share my thoughts with you verbally
but i hope by these simple words i am able to convey what i think to you
after all, you're only here for such a short while
and so many friends to entertain at that time
plus there's no one i think more suitable for me to share this with
plus i dont really think i'll say such things to you in person le
so the 怪癖 part shall be postponed can?
coz really think i am normal la..:)
yes, i am referring to you.
the person who left for us just a few months before spm
leaving us to struggle with the witch( shes not tha bad now)
=p
i think you'll get what i mean, at least 70%
or else, then you're not that chinese anymore
coz if you still read chinese books, then you should le
i'll remember the school with an unfair system of grading it's students and yet are filled with soo many great teachers plus where i grew up and the school that made me who i am today.
plus the breeding site for a bunch of silly girls all born in the year 1986

My japanese name is 長谷川 Hasegawa (long valley river) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child).
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nice name.:) i used my chinese name

but too bad it's mine :)

and here's what i got when i typed my english name

My japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (autumn book) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn).
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also nice:)

but i prefer HASEGAWA more le?

how??

and here's what Amoi The great sounds in japanese

My japanese name is 浜野 Hamano (seaside field) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations).
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still like the HASEGAWA most:)

i am cheating.

yeah, right. coz am too lazy to blog.

cheers everyone:)

satisfactory

the fever wont go away and this morning i had a bad cough
plus my throat wont go back to normal.
it's been 4 days
shitto
but i went to the library anyway.
i have decided that sick will not be my excuse to not study
hehe.. it's not excuse actually.
it's a reason for me not able to study
hey, cant even read a fiction k??
ok, back to the library
i went to the library this afternoon
after lunch
it's not that cold there anymore.
anyway, i fooled around for a few hours but managed to finish a couple of pages
at least there's something.
i'm sure i would've spend the day surfing if i stayed at home
later, me and mien went to gurney to get yj and hanee's belated presents
it's a record!! i actually spent less than an hour in gurney!!
unbelievable!!
and before we left, both of us had an ice cream each!!
yay!!
i wanted to have another one but mien threaten to leave me at gurney
so ma forced to leave lo
once i got into the car, chai ling smsed me
we're going out for dinner!!
yay!!
kean ni picked me up around 7
and the car's full
with chai ling, wei loong and seng yen plus the driver
so i have to squeeze at the back with the two not tiny guys
:P
and we went for western food at somewhere near school
dunno the exact location nor do i know how to reach there
but the food's damn good man!!
that's the place where chee keong offered to treat me and chia chia to lasy year
but in the end i asked chee keong to u turn when we're almost there coz i dont want to go there!!
now only i know what i've missed!! arghhhhh
and it's free!!
arghhhh
lesson: next time people offer to treat you, go ahead with the initial plan
the person will surely buy you nice food:(
too late..
on the way there, seng yen joked( or i thought so) that i should have mushroom sup
haha
and all the peeps agreed
when we got there, i didnt see any mushroom sup on the menu
instead, i ordered grilled chicken as suggested by sy
and it's nice!! i normally go for chicken chop but today's the exception:)
coz i'm sick ma
we chit chatted for a while and i realised something:-
i was the last to finish my food le!
normally i'm the first
then kean ni drove us to书轩.
it's located near the jetty opposite firt cornwallis
and the whole car obviously dont know how to appreciate nice building
then i got home and here am i
nice day considering how sick i was for the past few days
and if i ever let my mom know that i had ice cream and cold beverages( thrice!!) when i'm down with flu
plus i had fried food when i'm still having my fever
then she'll never let me out again
so let's keep this as our secret eh?
and i think it's time to get started on my revision
loads to do le
and i'm so mad at myself
for losing to another person whom i shall not mention who she is
just because i'm so careless!!
not because i started late or because i'm lazier!
becoz i'm careless!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if if if if ig only i'm more careful,
i'll have four~!~!!
FOUR!!
imagine the impact on my resume!!!
imagine
sigh~~
there's noone to blame but me
but anyhow, thank you all for the support.
and i shall not be blogging so often.
p/s: newiep>> i will type about the weird habit later k?
promise!!:)